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Pity Party Perfunctory: Comfort

Comfort is a lie, Crafted by you and I A fancy name for complacency. Negligence is neverending A cycle of never sending Messages of change Our lives rearranged around chasing bliss Laziness is lacking desire Extinguishing your fire Denying yourself a chance to inspire others with your own pursuits.

Pity Party Perfunctory: If Life Were A Race

If life were a race i'd be running, running down a winding road. The finish line exists it's inevitable,  yet sometimes it's nowhere in sight. Then I glance towards the horizon and unknowingly my eyes catch the light. Run towards the sun only to stumble. A breath hitches as the scent fills the air, Blood swirling, and flowing, its smell rising Far faster than my legs could ever bare. But I spring up with a start and I smile! I bleed out as my legs start swish. The world blurry and dewy and hurtful. But all of this journey is something I wished. The rocks they pierce into my sneakers. They're worn and unfit for the mud. It squelches and squishes and I want to squirm, but I don't flinch because good posture is a must. I hum to keep myself company, as the shock from the fall starts to fade. The roots and the vines all cling to me, and I wonder if I'll ever feel the same. There are travelers, but they're far ahead now. All rushing straight towards the bright sun...

Pity Party Perfunctory: The First Dance

We all dance, we dance and dance and dance Pretending to grow older, maturer, better with new pacifiers attached to our hands Soothe yourself with hum of a television Stroke your thumb 'cross a luminous screen Hide behind a skill or a title We all dance, we dance and dance and dance Remove the distractions and examine what's left Just me Just a failure Inferiority complex? Or simple inferiority? We all dance, we dance and dance and dance Jump to sign up for greatness Smile at your promise Lie about your capabilities Deny your foley We all dance, we dance and dance and dance Falling, fallen, sinking stumbling, tumbling deeper into ruin What's left? Reflect on your mistakes Everything I touch is ridden with wrong We all dance, we dance and dance and dance We dance 'round the pain that exists in plain sight We hide the hurt in humor and commonplace We laugh at the life we've left behind We normalize the humiliation We all dance. we dance and dance and dance A funny, fu...

Hope (some random song lyrics)

There's a place beyond knowledge or reason A place within our grasp Unknown to the liars, the sinners, denyers But there for those who dream and laugh As real as the rain's odd comfort As soft as an encouraging hug As safe as an unbroken circle A place for those who love Walk with me to the end of our burdens run with me to the dawn of the day Sing with me the song of salvation Tell me your fears and we'll wash them away Tell me your wrongs and we'll right them anyway Oo, Oo, Oo x2  Ahhhhh Oo, Oo,Oo x2 Lah, DAh, Dah Oo, oo,oooo You are more than the world takes you for You will always be less than perfect I can't fathom the lives we've been given But let's give more Oo, Oo, Oo x2  Ahhhhh Oo, Oo,Oo x2 Lah, DAh, Dah Oo, oo,oooo Gone away are the wither some worries (I'll hold your hand.....) Gone away the distractions to be buried (A promise, promise to be kept) Oo, Oo, Oo x2  Ahhhhh Oo, Oo,Oo x2 Lah, DAh, Dah I hope you to see you I hope to keep you I hop...